I should have learned better by now, but I still create silly little lies to tell myself every single day. I’m sure we all do it, at least sometimes. I tell myself things like: if I make the time to write every day, maybe someone will come across what I write and really understand it. Maybe if I write someone will understand me. I tell myself that whenever I have an idea that cannot be presented to the company I happen to be around for whatever reason. I write it down here or in my LiveJournal and think to myself that someday someone might be grateful to me for writing the words I did. Maybe they inspired someone to do something wonderful, or to do better what they were doing already.
Most beliefs are silly and selfish in the field of religion. Beyond that, the idea is only as good as it is true (or likely to become true.) That’s why most of my ideas flop. Eureka, I have solved the puzzle.